It’s been a long time…
And I’ve been terribly busy… I think it’s because I like making re-caps of my life that I start blogs and never continue them, and also why I never could keep a personal journal up-to-date for longer than a week.
Also, I’ve never found a subject or topic to discuss in said blogs, except my personal life, and given the fact that I don’t consider it the most exciting life ever lived in the history of the world…
So, re-cap
I’ve been depressed.
Not clinically, because I never went to the shrink or took pills, but yeah, I had the symptoms… It was terrible because I didn’t really notice until a couple of weeks ago, while chatting to a good friend: I’ve been loosing weight despite eating normally, I’ve been staying more at home, sleeping more, not wanting to do anything, moody as a bridezilla, NOT WRITING or doing anything I really liked and focusing on the things I really hated about my life.
My life sucked.
But now I’m working on it. To be honest, I’m dead scared of taking any kind of medication, I don’t want to become addicted or anything, I mean, that’s dumb! I do believe life has a purpose and if you didn’t have one, you’d, like, die right now. so that’s why I decided to work on finding a purpose or sense of direction in my life.
I’ve started with a routine of work-study-relax-work everyday, which works because it keeps me busy.
Talking about work, I’ve been there for two years now, and I wanna continue working there for at least two more years. But because of being depressed i HAD STOPPED LIKING IT!
I’m starting to enjoy it again, but I think I can make it even better.
It’s just…. I didn’t see a light… my life didn’t seem to be going anywhere… I want it to go somewhere, so that’s my new project: finding a purpose for my life *sense.of.purpose.face*
And I’ve also been sad about a boy who gets me as confused as a boggart in front of a crowd. SOmetimes he’s really nice and others he just ignores me. I know experience tells us that when a guy treats you like crap it’s because he doesn’t give a crap about you. But it’s really damn confusing!
I’ve decided to let it flow, not to force anything, and if it leads to something, good, and if not, I’m not gonna be waiting here for the rest of eternity and beyond till I’m nothing but a bunch of dust and an ancient number in an ancient civil certificate… I’ll work on my personal projects and focus on that.
<—símbolo oficial de la campaña “Has sido abrazado”
Sweet
Screwed
¿Cómo están? 
Yo aquí, feliz porque ya me enteré que ire a casa esta Navidad, 
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ero por los pelos! Viajaré a Lima la noche del domingo 23, lo cual significa que llegaré a casa la mañana del 24 de Diciembre!!!!! YAY!!!
Lo malo es que tendre que hacer mis compras navideñas ESE DIA! OH DIOS MIO! 
Tendré que pelearme con las cantidades navegables de peruanos
que hacen sus compras navideñas al último momento posible!!!!! WUAKALAS! Y bueno, tambien está lo del dinero… Tendré que priorizar a quienes doy regalos, lo cual siempre es difícil… LOS QIERO A TODOS!!!!!
Pero en compensación, les haré tarjetitas navideñas a los que no pueda comprar regalos…
espero que me perdonen, chicos, pero soy una profesora en aprietos buscando un segundo trabajo porque el primero no le alcanza… Admeas quiero sacar una licenciatura en la universidad… Y UNA TABLETA! Y UNA BECA EN LA ACADEMY OF ART UNIVERSITY (ilustracion
) Y APRENDER FRANCES; ITALIANO; LATIN; JAPONÉS; KOREANO Y QUECHUA!!!!!!!!!!
Oh… Tacaño-Noel
(oseases my sueldo) me odiará esta Navidad… 
Aún no sé si tendré gratificación por Navidad… 
POR LAS ARRUGADAS ºº de MERLIN!!!!!!
Hopeless
dA Love